Now it feels home, more than anytime. Tanja's apartment, I mean.

I have cooked, baked and took a hot bath. It is so funny, I do not dare to fill the bath tub since I think about water shortage in warm lands. don't laugh at me it is true. It is the image I have from my childhood.

Some one once told me that it really does not waste much more water than taking a shower but I certainly do not believe it.

I miss Maryam and Mahya. I want to talk to them. I want to feel my father's persance, concentrating on a book or an article of the news paper in a peaceful evening at home.

Matthias and Jelske are on their trip which at a point will be in Stockholm 28th of july.

I had planned to go to south with Jackie on one hand and on the other hand it would be amazingly wonderful to see these two lovely friends.

We will c.

There are still alot of things not finished. It looks like life is a bunch of done and not done tasks, happy or sad of some of those past ones and excited or stressed about does coming up.

Tomorrow I will be working again, one day off on Friday and a very busy weekend in Lidl.

Love and Peace.

Mahgol