Maybe today was one of the most beautiful days in last three weeks and I stayed teh whole day at home wondering about so many things that there was actually no need to take up today...

I should not rush in anything and it is so much against my nature but when I get stressed I can not avoid it.

Mohammad Nouri died and my mom said nothing about it when we talked.

We went out yesterday with my "friends" and there was a girl that all of them knew her but me!

They had had dinner together and ... and none of them said a word to me.

I flet like they don't want my company and I kind of understand them.

Even today I did not go for the dinner I was invited to fast jag

hade inte lovad att jag går.

Sun is setting at qvarter past eight and it is shining through the living room in Tanja and Liza's apartment and we just finished dinner and are waiting for the tea.

They talked with Tanja's mom and grandmo and it is so nice to listen to a language that I can not pick even one word!

I wish I ad a camera, I could take good pictures from

Tanja and Liza.

Laughing without any reason and Liza talking with me and coming to my room without any real reason is a ood sign of getting integrated in their small cozy family.

Locky is going around smelling at everything, leaving pälls overallt.

Clover comes back tomorrow, Afshinis in Stockholm, I talked to Firouzeh, I tried to call Sam several times and family stuff in Tehran are kind of getting more and more complicated not for me but for me!

Does not make sense for you? sorry I can not explain m

ore! This part is one of those parts I write for myself and myself.

I gonna miss this place when I move out! I wish they had an extra room i could rent and live with them.

By the way after the two dreams I had two nights in a row about my uncle Ali, I tried to call him but he did not pick up. Miss my family...

next week is a day ful of exams and work and meetings...

Let c how am Igonna make this through.

Love and peace to me and to you and to all the world.

May God bless us in these nice period of time.

I just checked my blog if I have written about the lady in yellow who paid for my parking and did not expect any thing in return and yes I had done it.

It might feel desperate but such people and such things have become rare!

yesterday finally I saw some smile on the face of my colleague Fredrik.

I got a BIG, better to say huge! Squash from Pelle who is working in the farm me and Clover also have a piece of land and Te whole last week I have been wondering how nice some one can be and this some one is Tatjana, my former teacher and current friend.

She is so pure, friendly, nice and ... but I have been thinking how hard has it been to know her. I never thought she was bad or mean but could never guess she is so nice niether.

She is shy and not so talkative.

I am staying in their apartment and she has moved to her daughter's room and left her room to me. They wait for me to wake up and have breakfast and she does not move any thing I put somewhere in case I wanted to have it there or ....

It is just soooo nice and I don't know if I deserve it or not.

I talked with Siavash after a loooong period and it felt so good to see old friends are always close friends even if you don't meet or talk for a long time.

The interview is getting even closer than we expected it and we are looking forward.

Yesterday we went swimming with Constance, Julian and Liza and it was so good to be in motion again!

:)

This morning the sun was shining and promised Liza to go out but now it realy looks ready to rain but one should keep ens ord!

:)

Love and peace to you all

MahgoL

p.s. I found these pictures on Saba Soltanzadeh's page. We used to go to the same class when I was 8!

it is not so hard to find me, almost the same face and be revayati the same brain! :)