Thursday, September 16, 2010

It has been long go since I wrote. I have not written since I moved to my new place.

This is a new experience, sharing with a friend.
I think itwould be hard if Jane was not so nice and flexible and easygoing.
I enjoy everymoment of it.
I am regreting why did I not do it sooner.
I always believed that we are herd animals or in nicer words, we need company, maybe that is why deppression is so huge! People are getting mroe and more egoistic and "needing thei own space!".
Why don't poor people living in a small house with several other families get deppressed? :)
Anyways.
Life is getting mroe and more on its track!
After the first test, the first hiking and the visa which got issued finally.
Melika is back and Constance will be soon.
Clover has things is control and I am eating in a good routine after three years of eating garbage!
Thanks to Jane!
This semester my ears miss Capoeira live music my shoulders miss tapps from capoeiristas in trainings and my palms miss high fives from Jens and others.
My eyes miss their eyes locked on mine in Roda.
I miss the training pains in my muscles and the restlessness after hard trainings.
Tango is cancelled too.
It feels much more like an ordinary "LIFE"!
Sacrificing what you like for other things you like to have in future.
The room is basically furnished from what others did not need anymore and presants I have received.
If you are curious about life at Lidl! I should say that as always it is so much dependant on people for me!
If Anders is happy, Marcus is smiling, Edgar is joking or Pernilla's eyes shine, Stefan's eyes don't have bags under them, I am happy. Anna is away to Thailand, Patrik is sick after the vacation he got and Linus is too new to be ble to say something about him.
but he is so friendly and sweet as well.
I try to be honest and friendly. It is hard with the language. Maybe on of the sweetest times at work is when you work in the shop to make it tidy and get rid of the extra packages then you have some time to talk with each other or when you work in the storage room or count the cashier but even then, I am too tired to kepp up with Swedish and they are too tired to talk in English.
Anyway it is like always I look in them and see kids! Playful and happy.
i specially like Anders so much. I think he is a very good human being. He should be very playful in his world. I don't know how I came to this conclusion so don't ask! :)
I have heard from several people that Swedes look nice but they talk behind your back alot and kind of ruin your reputation but I am not even worried about it because I just don't believe in that being worried helps. I am just myself and the worst taht can happen is loosing a job but I hope I can keep friends and be a good person.
The governmental ellection is close and I have the right to vote for our state! It is funny all of them have somethings that are good and some points that are not so it is not taht easy to decide but I hope to come to a conclusion soon.
I had four plants that I loved most among my plants and I gave them away to Tanja, Christian and Krista!
I gave two Orkides to Tanja to thank for her kindness and generousity. I gave one of those that we planned with Sam in 2007 to Christian because I like him so much and I wanted him to have something that has got a lot of love from me and I gave the other one to Krista and Stefan because they moved in and I think they deserve having my lovely plant.
Mitra is coming to Europe on 23rd and I am going to visit her hopefully between 4th and 12th of October in France. I am so excited about it. I was hoping that Shahab can follow as well but it does not look like his visa will be issued by then.
Aniko is back in Sweden, looking for job.
These days everybody is kind of searching for a stability and the political parties have used it a lot to do advertisement for themselves.
I have the first gym training tomorrow at seven and it will be a long day. So need to get some rest makes me say bye and wish you sweet sweet dreams.
Love and Peace to all