Hi to you who cares and readds or is just nosy and wants to know what's up.
It has been more than one month taht I am working here at Volvo IT "near" Eskilstuna.
Many many nice people who sit infront, on the right, on the left and behind me.
:)
I want ot talk to them and laugh and say out all th ejokes which come sto my mind but this fucking language problem is always there.
I am so afraid to say something wrong and hurt somebody.
It feels lik eit is going ot take a long time before I feel inside and people do not look at me as an outsider.
But I am familiar with this situation. I completely understand them. If someone just sits there and says nothing... ooof who wants a creepy company.
If there is something to do then time goes very fast but if there is not so much to do it feels like the clocks have slept deep in this cold.
the trip to Iran is planned. I will celebrate my birthday with my family after three years.
Mitra went on ansoline and I have gained 10 kilos and thre is this connection in between taht she is so worried about me to get Diabetees and so am I.
But I will start Capoeira again after we come back from Iran.
Love and Peace to all
Mahgol (MAL)

WOW!

It has been five months since I wrote here last.

It has been such a chaotic five months. lots of missings. I miss Mitra, Ahmad, Maryam and Mahya and no one else.

It feels like I wake up with them and say goodnight to them and then it starts all the dreams about them. One night I was going to school with Maryam. The small details of the street we used to walk in spring, autumn and winter.

The other night it is my mom who is cooking food and asks me to watch the frying onions while she goes to the bathroom. And my father is sitting there at his desk, he has his glasses on and is reading a book. I go there and he looks at me above his glasses and asks me: "Kari dari baba?"

And Mahya is there in her room, I pass by and she smiles to me with her natural pink lips...

I was in Iran last year in the end of May and I will start working in four days. From Monday it is not just a matter of price of ticket and if my thesis is finished or not to organize a trip to HOME but it is also a lot of other things involved such as vacations and holidays and visa and ...

Any way...

Life is good, it actually is very good and I have promised my self to be strong.

A lot of daily receipts I have to register in our Excel file which is like a cost control thingy for our small family and I am excited about the movie we are going to watch tomorrow.

It will be the first 3D movie shown in Electra which is a kind of intellectual cinema in Västerås.

The movie is called Pina

http://www.elektrabio.se/filmer/visningar/21-27-okt/pina

I promise to be back and write more here. I am sure I want to record my first experiences at work.

Love and Peace to the world

Mahgol

The lamps at the back of the student union in the parking place shake behind a layer of tears...

I miss your eyes

I miss your voice

I miss your smile

I miss your arms

I miss your being

I want to be close to you.

I want to talk to you.

Sun is shining but it hurts, you are not here to enjoy with me.

Trees are blossoming and it seems so short since when you come back there are just old leaves left.

People smile and try to get me smile; they don't know it is lost somewhere in the last Saturday on the way to Stockholm.

But I am not deeply sad, I know there are springs and summers coming in which we will be together, side by side and hand in had celebrate the nature waking up.

This room it too quite without you and so is my heart.

Hon är på väg till ett nytt liv.

Jag kommer o sakna henne...

det var roligt o se henne minst en gång i veckan de senaste veckorna.

Det blev så att jag trodde inte att hon skulle flytta på riktigt tills imorse, när jag såg henne som gick mot stationen med en ryggsak och en stor väska...

Nu är hon klar här med Vås.

Ditt liv är som en dröm. Du får njuta så mycket som möjligt doost e khoob e man!

Yours Sincerely

Divooneh

I have always told you that white suits you my sweetheart,

What do you find more than Snow in this land?

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How joyful can it be to look at your love, sleeping in peace

with a light smile on his face...

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God! Thank you thousand thousand times!

WoW, It has been long ago I wrote here...

I have some short important news to give you...

11th of December, our waitings ended after 3 years... No wait, 8 years since we decided to live together...

Shahab came here.

18th of December we went to an Iranian party and had a good time together.

24th at the Christmas evening we went to Anton and Margaryta with Zarina and enjoyed ourselves as always.

And then: Happy New Year! :)

The first New Year with my sweetheart beside me, looking at the fire works with Constance, Melika and Bjorn at the Västerås city ringen.

4th of Jan was my Birthday and we had a fika with Bijan, Soudabeh, Sepideh, Melika and Bjorn.

Shahab has started learning Swedish. He is repeating the numbers while writing his home works.

It looks like Shahab like my friends and they like him as well. I hope he does not feel himself alone far from his gang in Iran.

I thank God every second... It feels like I have the kindest creature here by my side.

Life is even more colorful...

I will be writing more about the new feelings soon.

Untill then as Ofakin says: stay blessed

p.s. I think about you my little Nomin when ever I write a new post. Hej på dig!