Salam

This has been long since I had time to sit at my desk and think and write!

The summer job in Lidl is going "well". It is very hard with the language. I am so afraid of making mistakes. It is not something typical me but it is mostly because my colleagues are mostly young people and they talk so fast and they need me to understand what they say and I just can not and then I feel so bad. It gets a lot of energy from me. They are nice and helpful but I still make mistakes and my mistakes leads to long queues of customers standing there looking at their watches.

About the special offers we have, I can not keep them in my mind and when they ask I have to ring and a coworker should run to the cashier and answer me and I can imagine it should be hard for them.

Angelica is getting radio therapy and her hair is growing again. We had a cozy night with her and her sweet friend, Sandra. Angelica complained about her sickness and she said that if there is a God he should be so cruel. I could not say anything to calm her down but that maybe if she looks deep inside, being angry and complaining about everything just does not help and does not make her feeling better but believing in life after and God who can and know everything feels just better. Her friend Sandra is a very interesting, kind, deep person. I think I will continue meeting her and watching movies with her.

The bicycle I had borrowed from Ebi stopped working when I and Jane (two not slim girls) sat on it! :) I pumped the back wheel and got myself to Angelica's friend but on the way back home at 12 o clock, under heavy rain, the tire just came out from the tube, or wait, wise versa. :) Any way I just parked it in Skalbergs gatan and walked back home. I had to call Shahab Darvish to tell him where I was, because it was dark and cold and I was not taking the normal every night way since I was going home from Sandra's place. But finally every thing went well.

On Friday, Saturday and Sunday we had a mini Capoeira event finished by a Batizado. I got the chance to have lunch with Zarina and Eurico on Friday before going to work and had to miss the training on Friday but on Saturday and Sunday I was there full-time.

Zarina made our Brazilian guests lunch and I made them dinner on Saturday. I made gheime bademjoon ba morgh, which is an Iranian food. I managed to make food for 5 men in one hour and a quarter and it became very good.

And the breaking news in that I got the yellow-green corda. I could not believe it. It was such a big surprise. It is true that I have been prioritizing Capoeira to many of my other businesses but I had not improved so much if you compare me with others but in comparison with myself I had improved a lot. I hugged and thanked Obelix since it felt so good and it was a big confirmation on what I had been thinking about Capoeira and a big motivation to move forward the yellow one which might take years to get but there will be a day that I write about it with a picture of the masters and professors who do the test on me. I promise. :) Christian and Zarah had to work all the weekend so they could not come to the event though they loved to be there. I know. And I personally missed Christian a lot because Zarah could come at least for a short time but Christian was there just on Friday. Any way it is over and there will be the big event next April. Looking forward towards that one. Clover was also busy with her personal life and did not show up during the whole three days but I got to talk to her for quite a long time after I finished working yesterday on the way back home. It was a little time of synchronizing the information :). She is happy with Matz and I am happy for her.

I have missed Bjorn and Melika and unfortunately I missed their company since they were here for watching World cup matches with the guys but I was at the Capoeira event. I called her to meet her in town yesterday but she was sleeping and missed my call and they when we called her again it was too late to get in town and join us for Fika but I talked to her for quite a while today morning. She is planning the trip to Iran with Bjorn. Lovely... I have been lucky with my friends so far in life. :)

Ebi and Farideh... I don't know what is going on, she is or maybe they are angry at me but I don't know if it is because I got married and did not tell them or because I did not bring the lamps from Iran... any way I tried to go there and called them several times but they were not welcoming. Today I received an email from Ebi that he wants to talk to me that I answered sure I will be happy to talk. We will see. Any way this is not the first time they are angry at me without telling me why.

Jane was here just for a couple of hours but I am going to meet her again in Stockholm when I go to visit Edris and Lia and Firouzeh.

Constance is being missed so often. I wrote to here yesterday.

Lorena is coming to Västerås. Such a big surprise. Looking forward.

I still have not had the chance to talk to Sam since I have come back from Iran. Hopefully soon.

Where should I live from September on? I have got some offers from bostad Västerås but I am wondering about somewhere in a family. Maybe Irsta? Depends on the bus timing.

These were what I had in my mind ready to be written but I still have to write about France trip and Romain

And on top of all Our Life (me and Shahab) that I am not really sure if I want to write about it on my blog.

We will see

Love and peace to you all

Mahgol