Wednesday, December 30, 2009


Today I was so down,

I was full of missings. There are some certain people, places, feelings, smells, tastes, sounds I am missing.

I watched at Capoeira movies on youtube for about three hours. I talked with Shahab online, Edris Called me, Tahereh Called me, Firouzeh Called me, Rebecca sent me a message Elham called me and I sent a message to Christian. I had lunch with Melika and asked Arash if he is always high!

I went to the library and gave a book Melika wanted to return and picked a book I had asked them to buy and reserved it!

Nobody, Nowhere from Donna Williams.

On teh way back from teh library, I went to the apotek and bought some Vitamin C and Magnesium pills.

Yesterday it was -19 degrees in Västerås but sun was shining and we did not want to miss it, on the other hand I had two guests from France via Couch Surfing and I wanted to be with them and show them around so after they had breakfast with Anoine's home made jam, we started walking to Björnö. it was soooooooo cold. we went by the harbour and took som pictures. It payed all the tiredness off when they were so excited standing, walking, running and then jumping on the frozen lake for the first time. They were playing frizby (?) on teh lake and in the snow...

It was fun to watch.

they digged the snow on teh frozen lake to see the ice and become sure they are standing on ICE.

We had lunch with Farahnaz and Mostafa and in teh evening Ebi and Farideh came with some food from Saleh's restaurang.

I am not sure if I should go to Johan and Silvia for the new years eve. (tomorrow night to be precise) or should I go to Ritta and Anton or should I simply stay at home.

I need some calm moments being with Mahgol.

People have started fireworks already from tonight, I can hear then and see them from my big window.

There is apicture of the french kid, excited on Mälaren!
p.s. I am so excited about the book. I want to make a tea, sit in my bed and read the book.

2 comments:

clover said...

I'm missing a lot of things too. The warmth of some familiar bodies. I thought about you a lot today, Things we have talked about and laughing uncontrollably over lying on benches and tables scattered around our lovely school. Today we walked on our salty Scottish lake. It may not be minus 19, but it is cold enough to be the deepest freeze in living memory. Me and mum and dad did some three-up sledging. Training for the Giles bobsled team. It was pure simple fun and pure simple laughter. I wished you had been there!

Now my dad (a dyslexic who can not read music) is playing the most wonderful jazz on our old piano. The house is freezing because it is blowing a Northerly gale (we had to tape a newspaper over the letterbox!) but we have gin and blankets and a lot of positive feeling to keep us warm.

Take care of yourself my dearest friend.

Kram kram kram

Vahid said...

I like it... we miss you here too